They fucked me over. They left me there! [There's a harsh note to his voice, angry and hurt and pained.] They went after Alpha, sure, but me? No, I'm not valuable enough, not good enough, leave him there to be locked up and drugged and interrogated for months.

[They hadn't even tried.]

I didn't have a choice. It was the Project or court-martial. Get locked up and kicked out of the only thing I'd ever been any good at.